Come and Save Me

Your love brought my mind despair and chaos.
Enraged and lost, I brought destruction to our realm.
With no regrets, I was cast down from Paradise.
I have fallen from His grace, glory, and glow.
No longer am I one of you.
I am my own kind now, and my only company.
Immortality has become my downfall, for I live alone.
Fear, depression, and rage grip the inner being of my soul.
Sin glows brightly from the core of my being.
And all I have to ask is...
What have you done to me?
Why have you betrayed my emotions and my love?
Why did you torture my mind and soul, day and night?
Why did you leave me tossing and turning in my sleep while you slept comfortably in your own bed?
Why?
I do not deserve to be locked up here.
You are the true monster.
You deserve my isolated fate.
Only you, my love.
Only you, Raiyana!

((lol, so much bold print. Sorry. *shot'd*))

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Kira was once one of the highest ranking angels in Paradise. He had all the power an Angel could have. When a Demon disguised as an Angel, named Raiyana, arrived in Paradise, Kira fell for her as swiftly as a boulder sinks in a lake. Raiyana took this to her advantage. For a century, she played with Kira's mind and emotions, slowly driving him to insanity.

Then, one day, Raiyana was exposed for what she really was and was sentenced to murder of the body and exile of the soul. Feeling betrayed and alone, Kira snapped. With his bare hands, he destroyed most of Paradise before he was stopped.

For his acts, Kira had power channelers placed on his left arm and right ankle. His wrists were then handcuffed behind his back. He was then banished from Paradise and fell into the gap between with Earthly Realm and the Underworld. As he lost all light from Paradise, his hair became various shades of blood red and his wings darkened in color.

Since his fall from grace, Kira has taken on the duty of Gate Keeper of the Afterlife. He determines whom shall go to Paradise, becoming Angels, and who shall go to the Underworld, warping into a Demon. He keeps his judgment fair and accurate, in hopes of being able to return to Paradise.

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Meet Kira, my little emo, fallen angel. *pets Kira* Let me go ahead and tell you, his name means "Sun" in some form of Persian. So... no, I didn't name him after the Kira from Death Note, kthx.

Anywho, thar be a lot of shiz wrong with this picture. For example, his REALLY girly hips/legs. TOTAL ACCIDENT! I swear! My ref had terribly strong lighting, so half the model's body was cast into shadows do deep, they blended into the black background. And it doesn't help I could only find a good pose ref where the model was a chick. Curse you PoseFile books... have some men posing in there too. Also, he be nekkid 'cause it is symbolic of how he was stripped of his power for his actions. D' I'm not rating this Mature because NOTHING IS SHOWING. *headesk*

Soz... I know lots of things are wrong with this drawing, but, like I said with Sleeping Beauty, all my vent drawings become warped and deformed. xD

MUSICAL INSPIRATIONS
Drawing idea/lineart: Kiri by MONORAL
Color scheme: Room of Angel by Akira Yamaoka and Mary Elizabeth
Coloring process: Various songs from Blue October, MUSE, Dir en Gray, PANIC! Channel, An Cafe, and Lose Control by Missy Elliott.

D'

Kira: OH SNAP! I has no facial features?! Whyz that?
Caer: Cause I'm a lazy whore, why else? >:

Peace!
*vanishes*

p.s. Sorry for the long author's comments. I got carried away a bit.

//EDIT// I adopted the flaming dragon head thingy for a "sign" to embed in my art from my father since he no longer uses it to represent his art and said I could nab it. >_>